- I want to become closer to Jesus, I want to find a church that is full of happiness and love.
- I want to become closer to my family, and closer to Peewee's family.
- I want to volunteer to help anyone and everyone.
- I want to stick to my diet not to loose weight for looks, but to loose weight to be healthy.
- I want to ride my bike everyday and enjoy this beautiful world we live in.
- I want to read my Bible front to back, back to front.
- I want to take tons of pictures everyday.
- I want to work harder at everything I do, job, relationships, and everything.
- I want to find myself and know that is who I am and I want to be happy with that.
I have been thinking about all of these things lately and it has been bugging me that I do not go to church and that I am not close to Jesus, but I have this huge love for Him and I talk to him everyday all day long.
I am very close to my family and Peewee is very close to his family, but I want to be close to his family and I want him to be close to my family, I want his family to be close to me and I want my family to be close to him. We plan on spending forever with each other, but I want it to be each other and our families.
I want to volunteer to do anything...I hate seeing homeless people out and having to beg for money, yes I know most of y'all say well then get a job we have a job, but maybe it isn't that easy for them to "get a job". They obviously don't have a car, or a place to stay. So that means they don't have a secure transportation and they don't have a place to shower, get ready, rest, eat hot meals, etc. Who knows they may not even be homeless but that is something they will have to talk to Jesus about when they go to Heaven. I just know the feeling I get inside when I help someone out and the smile on their face, or the nice words they have to say...it means so much to me.
I am starting on the HCG diet again starting tomorrow and I really want to stick with it this time...I want to live a healthy life, I don't want to have any medical problems, and I want to help my family be healthy as well. I don't need people to do it with me, but I do need support and motivation, because it is very hard for me to stick to something especially when food seems to be my security.
I want to read my Bible everyday I have decided when I get the urge to get on Facebook all day, everyday I am just going to pick up my Bible and read a couple of pages. I will be carrying it around with me everywhere and I am going to start blogging my favorite scripture of the day and I think this will keep me motivated to read my Bible more and more and more.
I will be taking pictures of everything that happens in my life every day from here on out. It maybe annoying to some, but I love pictures I love the memory that a picture holds even when it just a day old.
I think everyone should work as hard as they possibly can even if it is hard. I know nothing at all comes easy anymore and I plan on giving two hundred and fifty precent at everything I do with my job those kids deserve the world and I plan on trying my hardest to give it to them, to my fiance he is such a hard working man and he deserves the greatest wife ever that loves him more than anything in this world and I am going to try my hardest to be that soon to be wife, and to every other relationship I have with everything and everyone else.
Now about finding myself...I know who I am so let's not think wow she is twenty-four and doesn't know who she is yet. No that is not the case at all I know exactly who I am and I am very happy with the young lady I have become I just want it to shine out and come out more and more and more every single day.
I hope everyone had a great Monday.
Goodnight world, goodnight moon, goodnight cupcake, goodnight lucy girl.
